nothing to lose. nothing to prove.

2007-06-05T01:55:00.001-07:00

hello all who can see my blog.Im feeling a little self obsessed today.And thus decided to post a picture of myself.So i shall start introducing, Hi, im Betina Soh.And im a FAT blop.And that up there is my dream car :D

im so damn bored.
and depressed.
im getting older by the second.
:( that's not necessarily a good thing.

Yet again i woke up late.
for school.
&thn i realised that i CANT go to school.
Because i only woke up at 12plus.
And school ended already.ha.

1.I need to get a proper confirmation outfit.
2.I need to go to school tml.
3.I need to exercise.

natalie long,
i miss you.

2007-05-25T01:21:00.000-07:00

love, is unconditional.

so life has been pretty mundane.
havent gone to school in a long while.
i kinda miss school.
yeahh righttt.

goodbye gonggong.

i stayed over last night.
did maths for LIKE FOREVER.
i could cry i swear.
maths is terrible terrible.
and my auntie kept scaring me, :(
went home, at like 5plus.
because i could not take any more maths.
and i needed to shit.
HAAAAA.

chinese Os on monday.
fuck, now im pretty scared.
wht if i fail. :(
(@$*%&*#@&%@

shall go back and play pokemon for awhile
before leaving for the wake.

I WANT MOOMOO ICE CREAM.
:(

2007-05-16T08:14:00.000-07:00

happy belated birthday hannah (:

happy belated brithday steph.

(doubt they'd ever see those but, heck)

i need pictures to brighten up my post.

okay, im bored like f.

tday gas been such a bore.

oh welllll, i should have just gone to school huh.

heard it was FUN.

hard to trust tyanne on tht though,

knowing how much she loves to lie to me.

watched music &lyrics tday.

like, it was boring i guess.

mhm, watching cages on hallmark now.

sucks. but my mother wants to watch,

UGH :(

i've been online like, the whole day.

maybe i should go off soon,

there's really nothing to do online.
ugh. life's boring.

bring me some entertainment please/

i want to go shopping in bangkok &hongkong NOW.

or fly to perth now. (:

i love perth (: i miss perth.

The slow lifestyle &all.

sixty dollars only.

anyone wants to sponsor me?

alrighttt, i shall go find more movies to watch.

mhm, maybe notes on a scandal (:

i dont think i ever watched fantasic four.

way back into love

2007-05-15T12:17:00.000-07:00

different.

stomp the yard
freedom writers.
The two movies i watched yesterday.

i want to watch
Loving annabelle though.
:(

fucking career talks tml.
i dont see a point in going to school just for tht.
so, forget it. im gna give school a miss.

school has been the horror recently.
with chinese intensive all.
we did like 2 bloody compos tday.
In less than like 2hrs.
Most people like couldnt be bothered to do.
And like they just sat there, complained.
&like, made so much noise.
oh welll, my lao shi, though i dont really like her.
i feel like sorry for her :/

If only i was like 18.
&living like somewhere else.
mhm, like Australia for example.
that'd be just great.

im still in my blouse.
0.0

HELLOO NAT, (:
i SEE you. haha.
Gosh, how i miss you.
<3

2007-05-13T04:19:00.000-07:00

You're the one I've been thinking of
And I knew the day I met you you'd be the one

i need to go SHOPPINGGG.
:( sigh.

i miss netball. and believe or not. trainings.

i should start studying for Os soon.
:( ugh.

nat, :)
you're the reason.
<3

2007-04-29T00:33:00.000-07:00

happy4th.

UGHHH, and no,

i didnt get to see miss long tday.

what's new.

i've to change to Lj soon.

blogger sucks.

HEROES (:

five episodes in a row,

YAYYYYYY, imma happy kid for now.

anyway,

the love of my life.

hope you're fine.

you're like sleeping now i bet.

partying all night yesterday,

while i was BORED to death at home.

welllllll, i love you deep deep.

deeper thn the ocean.

(;

2007-04-26T04:00:00.000-07:00

what sarah said,

have i made the wrong decision?
:( OOOOOH WELLLL.
im going to go stay at my auntie's yoo.
im scared. HOW IF I CANT COPE?!

i miss my SHAO SHAO.
:( ughhhh.

can i just skip the whole O level thing.
&just pick out the next school of my choice?
:X

school has been sucha bore lately.
haha, besides having braids day and all.
boring boring boring.
ABSOLUTELY BORING.

&&i realised i still havent done my english oral yet.
im like so dead. suppose to have like it done on monday.
BUTTTTTT, i couldnt find for mrs yousof(?)
basket luh.

IPOD, :(
if i do well for prelims,
thn can get.
UGHHHHHH, by then, i'd be OLD.

Next wk's exams already.
AHHHHH FOOOOK, >:(
havent studied at all!
i need like to go out and study soon yoo,
anyone wna ask me out on a study date?

<3

2007-04-20T09:16:00.000-07:00

So what are you waiting for,
kiss her, kiss her.

;( SUCKSSSS being back at the tp stadium.
its like. WE ARE SUPPOSE TO BE THE ONES THERE PLAYING.
but, ;( DAMNIT.
()@#$&$@^(&$@
Ugh.

Was an OFFICIAL (:
Haaa, pretty EXCITING huh.
Shir& i played BINGO.
and she still remains the BINGO QUEEN.
Ooh welllllll,i tried my best Yoooo,
but she's just too good.

anyhows, the umpires were a wee bit SCARY.
they were like SO WHO'S CENTRE PASS IS IT?
And i didnt knw who, ;(
thn they were like UUUUHHHH -.-
waitttt, they're actually pretty nice.
they knew we didnt knw how to see who's centre pass is it,
so they kinda like did tht themselves,
&&&WE shared a couple of LAUGHS.

JUMP SHOTS JUMP SHOTS (;
Oooh, So now i'd just wait for SOMEONE
To send me the pictures :/

NATTT CAME,
but BOOOOO, she like TOTALLLYYY ran off after tht.
being reallllllly bitchy &all, ;(
Ugh, &wendi and marie said WE were SHYYY.
HAAAAA.
i miss you nat.
would you please REPLY ME.
NOW, i DEMAND YOU TO REPLY ME!

I nearly Suffered from a severe HEART ATTACKK tday!
>:/ I thought i lost my phone PLEASE!
goshhhh, I was like OHMYFOOOOK.
I was SO UBER terrified!
Thank God i was with Thongs all.
So Called shona. &She said she didnt have my phone.
BUT THN, ltr. SHE CALLED.
and said she had my phone.
haha, ASSSSSSS.
When she said she had my Phone,
i was like )(*%#(@&@*$(^^&*%#^

So YAYYYYY me,
NO TUITION FOR BET TDAYYY (;
ha, You have no idea how happy i was yo,
&&&SURPRISINGLY, my mother didnt SCREAM
whn i came home. Just my KPO grandfather.
bastard tht one. he ask me to PRAY TO THE HOLY SPIRIT.
wtf is wrong with him sia, like Ugh?!

Tday was pretty fun afterall.
but being at village with like WEIRD all.
because we had to PAYYY for our own food.
And the snrs aint got no snr table with COACH yo,
:(

i wna play in the 30hr marathon yo,
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.

I Hate yo, stupid stomach flu.
I like went to the TOILET to Puke,
during Cheena paper1.
thn during Paper2, i swearrr,
my stomach was like &$*@&*
FUCKING pain.
:(

bellie's confirmation tml,
MHHHHMM, i wna go, ;(
&&& I'VE MY BEFORE CONFIRMATION TALK SHARING THING PART2 TML (:
oooooh Weeeeee, I cant Wait! :DDDD
Hopefully it'd be fun Tml.
and I pray th food would be like Less Oily,
:D

English midyr.
:( FAIL ALREADY.
Chinese prelims.
FAIL ALREADY ALSO PLEASE.
:( damnit.
someone wake me up.

:(
natt,
REPLY ME, anytime.
JUST REPLY ME.

<3

2007-04-12T22:28:00.000-07:00

HAPPY17TH<3

iloveyou(;

wellll, yesterday was fun in a way.
first i was in sch, tp.
thn kallang (wasted trip) to see the jnrs.
taxi-d there with evil shir rachw.
thn back to tp, thn town.
thn TIONG. :D
haha, to SURPRISE miss long.

the whole day, fag fag fag.
felt terribly sick in sch luh.
and MRS KUNNA the BITCH,
totally spoilt my WHOLE day.
she's such a fucker i hate her.

so yes, i skipped sch tday.
and its raining damn heavily now,
i wna sleep, ;(
but i wna talk to N.
hahaha.

wellll, th jnrs are doing well.
proud of them sia.
mhm, they beat sports sch!
(: glad to hear!

hope this entertained you.
DONT SCRATCH YER ITCH OK!
;( I BRING ALOE VERA FOR YOU,
wait!

i want a nautical star on my hand!
;(
<3

2007-04-08T00:38:00.000-07:00

i love it whn you call,
but you nvr call at all.

i dont knw wht im feeling right now,
:/ just (@)&*&*(#&*(

training yesterday was UGHHH,
sprinting was URGHHH,
netball bdiv07 PARTYYY (;
WAS HELL FUN.
though i could get to swim, ;(

the juniors was th SWEETEST (:
th slide was such a touching one,
GOSHHH, <3

wht's up.

2007-03-28T02:44:00.000-07:00

I FEEL LIKE A FATT BITCH.
Ugh, : (

ANWAYS.
I WNA CHANGED TO XNGE OR LIVEJOURNAL.
cos blogger's such a bitch/

imy.
my emo one.

2007-03-24T10:50:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHH,
natalie long xin mei.
you'd be the only one who can see this luh.
&wht's the point updating.
haaa, yer do knw wht happened tday.
i did nothing,
NOTHING AT ALL.
haha, besides message you,
&all tht.

MHM,
half naked huh.
that's HOTTT,
: D

iloveyoubaby.
: D

2007-03-22T10:05:00.000-07:00

here in yer arms,

I'VE TO GO TO BLOODY SCH TML.
WHYYYYY?!
for MORNING training,
While EVERYONE else will be SLEEPING,
the netballers will be TRAININ in sch.
FOR NOT 2 BUT 4 HOURS!
annoying.

SPORTS DAY.
: ( i didnt get to drink th FREE milo,
: ( COS i DIDNT go.
hahahaha.
DAMN.

i should have gone.
BECAUSE, idiot natalie long was there.
(: <3

hahaa,
HELLO NAT,
i love you la idiot.

2007-03-22T09:58:00.000-07:00

HELLO BETINA SOH!
I CAN SAY "I LOVE YOU!" FREELY NOW!

I LOVE YOU BETINA SOH!

HEH HEH..

AND I HATE ANNON TAGGERS.
DON'T YOU?
SO DISGUSTING..
SO MEAN.

2007-03-14T10:25:00.000-07:00

HELLO BET!

i think this pic is OH-SO-COOL!

don't you agree with me?

haha bet i'm so bored bet.

how how how.

shit why did i even wanna post la.

i ain't got nothin t even say.

HAHA.

ok i shall be lame.

and end here.

ILY!

2007-03-14T07:57:00.000-07:00

love of the loveless.

MONDAY (:

TYANNE CHOO!

I'VE YET TO GO INTO YOUR HOUSE!

FRIENDLY TDAY AT AC.
mhmm, pretty shit i guess.
7quaters. 15mins each.
played 5quarters.
some played all 7 i think.
they pro wht, im not.
AC has like a friggin POOL,
on top.
hahaha, :/
SO COOL PLS.

There's training tml, : /
WOW WEEE,
my back like fucking aches.
i really hve to get a diff landing style.

my hamsters are DISGUSTING, : /

they keep giving birth!

: ( SO MANYYY ALRDY LUH.

BET'S HUNGRYYYYYYY,

: ( ah.

I NEED FOODDDD, :/

where's the FOODDDDD?

bye world,

CSI'S on now

: D : D : D

SELF AWARENESS CAMP (:

i dont knw how to love,

2007-03-11T01:31:00.000-08:00

faster, faster.

so here we hve it,
another slow sunday.
wht's there to do? NOTHING.
except watch tv, EAT, sleep, &become fatter.
im too lazy to reply any sms-es, well tht can wait.

so yeah, the usual sunday must dos.
1. attend catechism ( -.- )
2. go for mass
3. grandma's house.

well, here i am now.
at home, and online.
GWAD, boring boring boring.
Anw, the MARCH HOLIS are here all!
: DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Face down,
the red jumpsuit apparatus.
(:

im off now,<3
webcams are BORING.

2007-03-08T04:31:00.000-08:00

part time lover/

hello marie &wendi lai!
i knw yer all enjoy reading my blog.
: D

school was fun tday (:
haha, i think.
besides the collection of our report bks :/
dang, i gotta buck up.

NETBALL FUN TRAINING (:
oooh, i cant imagine whn i wont hve to go for trg anymore.
it'd be so sad, : (

TEAM MEMBERS (:
ME, rachw, (the gossipers)
cheryl, WENDI, vanessa, angela.
&TWO INJURED PEOPLE, steph& trini (sexy legs)
: D

even though we like LOST so many.
EXCEPT for one (sadly) activity.
hahah, it was FUN.
WE ALL ROCK AT TH COURT COURT THING I SWEAR (:

my Gf's so silly (:
haha, I miss her already.

IM GOING TO T T'S HOUSE ON MONDAYYY (:
YAYYYYYY, oh boy,
i cant wait.
: D

&&&thn ena's house on WED.
hahaha, busy busy.

EXCITING training on SAT (:
haha, yeah i cant wait!
coach's da BOMB i swear.

I MISS HOLLY (:
haha, &the owner!

xoxo
<3

2007-03-05T07:34:00.000-08:00

as long as you are with me/

oh, wht a letdown.
after the final blow of the whistle.
couldnt help but breakdown.
so maybe we arent strong enough.
i must admit, i kinda gave up
whn we were nearing the end.
but hey, we were already down by 10goals at least.
pretty impossible to catch up in less thn 5minutes.
so the final outcome of the match,
19-30
HIJ vs RGS.
its too late for regrets,
'i wish' or 'i should have's..
i wish i played better though.
i needa wake up.

STEPH, if yer ever read this,
IM SORRY DEARR, i really am.
do take care,
&we all pray that you'd get well really quick.
SHONA, (: you did great,
despite injuring your ankle,
you still continued to play.
EVIL, TAT, THONGS, JANICE, HUIYUN.
Yer all were SUPERB (:
Well, right now, we're gna work hard
&do coach proud,
we got to prove to her
tht we can play up to our training standards.

juniors were AWESOME though.
simply great on court,
37-12, according to wendi-lai.
HIJ vs SMS.
yeah, they won.
expected them to win though.

so yeah, my EXTRA phone(janice's phone)
&mp3's with steph
&i feel awfully lost without them.
but nvr mind,
im getting my own phone back like tomorrow?
HOPEFULLY, we'd see how it goes.

ANYWAY, dinner with some (sadly) of the netballers.
the rest were MIA.
mmhm, dinner was great though (;
thn it was home for me,
got home and realised i didnt feel like doing anything.
without my phone i feel pretty lost luh.
oh gosh, im so dependant on my phone.
:/

&i really dont feel like going to school tml.
fuck, i've to finish ALL my OVERDUE Amath homework
by thursday : (
&There's no training tomorrow,
but there's training on Thursday.
one day break.
maybe i'd go visit steph tml.
see how she's doing,
and get my valuables back.
haha.

i really really dont feel like going to school tml,
: (

you'd always be my sunshine, baby.

2007-03-03T23:39:00.000-08:00

I STILL MISS MY LONG HAIR : (

finals for zonal's tomorrow,

date; 5march 2007

place; tp sports hall.

i really dont wnt my mother to go down,

but im pretty sure she is.

ugh, : (

its like raining agn, : (

SUCKS SUCKS

i wna go out : (

notes on a scandal.

2007-03-01T18:40:00.000-08:00

caught up in love's deathgrip/

Didnt go to school today : D

EYE PAIN.

ha, aiight, i gotta get moving.

shall go find D now.

where's my GF?

I MISS HER/

TERRIBLY.

Happy 2nd, anyways.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

WIFEY :D

because i love you so,

<3

2007-02-24T06:15:00.000-08:00

ILOVEMYSECRETPAL (:
the sweets gave me energy during trg!

self awareness camp was FUN (:
&&i simply loved it!
sharing session,mass,ballet fun with T T.
food was a lil disappointing though.
but overall th camp was GREAT!

the late night till morning company!
I LEARNT A NEW CARD GAME (:
haha, &&&i must say, its not an easy game at all!
Played the I NEVER. game,
&&WE WENT TO THE TOILET! : D
IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT SOMEMORE!
see, how brave we are!

slept with dearest T T (:
haha, she played sudoku, while i slept.
MADNESS. mhm, in the end she slept for awhile.
WE slept for barely an hour!
it was certainely a shame to leave camp early.
left camp early at 8plus, went home,
FRESHENED UP, th went to sch for TRAINING.
SUPER TIRING I SWEAR!

met up with T T&&H H (:
C C got 'LOST' on the way.
thn, D&mary at macs,
to get our books.
: D once agn, thanks d!
C C was FOUND in the end,
hahaha.

WENT HOME ALL BY MYSELF.
: (

HA,
D D GAVE ME A SURPRISE!
: D i swear she's such an ass.
quotes/ 'FOR MY BRO'
haha, MY BACKSIDE LUHH.

NEW SHOES.
(: hahahaha.
now all i need is new CONVERSE shoes,
thn i'd be a HAPPY KIDDD.
:X

I WNA RIDE THE FERIS WHEEL
: ((((((((((((((((((((
DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo.
never forgotten

2007-02-19T12:44:00.000-08:00

im talking to my baby,
and its 4.45am (:
imissthegoodoldtimes.

ohmygosh,
i used to be so FUCKING RETARDED.
hahaha. gwad, its so embarrassing.
i wna shoot myself.

:X

2007-02-19T01:41:00.000-08:00

happy cny all (:

2007-02-18T20:50:00.000-08:00

WIFEY (: <3
ENA'S PARTY (:
look wht i found on hannah's blog,HA.

WHT THE HELL WERE WE DOING?!

keep your hands off my girl

Visiting bores me.

thank god for technology.

so everyone said the same things,

'oh you're so tall now

'oh you're so grown up now

'oh you're so pretty

'oh you're in sec4 already

WHTEVER.

ha.

ate ate ate,

sinful's the word.

i need to go &run soon.

if not, i'd turn into a lump of flabby blob.

better together.

GF, i still miss you.
: (
<3

2007-02-16T07:37:00.000-08:00

always,

HAPPY CNY ALL.
bus-d to sch with dee,
&&i was only 2mins late to meet her (:
she entertains me so.
SLEEPY EYES = DEBORAH HOON = FUNNY.
Dee makes bus rides enjoyable (:

Tyanne wants her cookie.
thanks to tyanne, i want a cookie too.
: ( cookie cookie cookie.
PLEASE?

GF, :(
i miss you plenty.
&&i saw yer B--ers today.
haha, SHAMELESS flasher (:
abt time yer chop yer hair,

quick updates.
HIJ vs HSS
44 - 12

HIJ vs RGS
24 - 23

disappointed.
didnt play up to our own standards.
on a lighter note,
THANK YOU TYANNE CHOO
&&DEBORAH HOON for coming down (:
happy valentine's day.

my hamsters keep fighting.
: ( NOISYYYYYY CREATURES.
its such a painful sigh to see them fight though.

I CANT UPLOAD PICS!
)(@!&$(*^)^$@()^@+)$&+@

runaway,

time for a break.
hope yall enjoy yourselves this short holiday.
COLLECT MANY MANY ANGBAOS (:

i wna knw wht's on your mind.
imissyouGF.
<3

2007-02-13T11:17:00.000-08:00

BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE?
ok tt's so random.

anyways happy valentine's day you.
[:

<333333333333333333

ok tt's so not me..

i've got such a strong urge t post really old pics of you.
but i shall be kind.

i'm so free now,
i'm busy thinkin of whut t do.
sigh.

i miss you and i love you.

UPDATE!

2007-02-09T19:18:00.000-08:00

to tell you i love you,

Dee walked me back (:

after i walked her back.

&&yes i owe you a BUTT MASSAGE.

:D

gave training a miss today,

sick luh :/

hopefully coach isnt angry with me,

and will let me play on monday.

valentine's day's coming :(

i'd rather it not come at all.

okay, wht do i have on today?

@&$(*^()@*_(&$

cheebybe tuition.

hope i can cancel it.

i miss my gf so much.

so damn much.

:( &hope she wont do anything silly.

3rd feb,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIR (:
&&RACHEL WONG!

8th feb,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUNNY.

i miss hongkong.

2007-02-09T12:04:00.000-08:00

help bet. i miss my boyfriend.

]:

ahha.

i was thinkin of putting this really old old picture of you.

but i was guessin you'd slaughter me so i changed my mind at the last minute.

k nothin else.

damn bored now.

adios.

wo ai ni

2007-02-07T07:04:00.000-08:00

HELLO BET!
you've got a nice blog song.
[:

2007-02-07T05:31:00.000-08:00

and all these could disappear,

GWAD, im fucking bored.
bored of going to school,
bored of being ME.

bet has short hair now,
and she cant wait till her hair grows back.
playing netball's hard with this kind of hair.
its too short to tie properly,
and hairbands are lousy things.

i feel like playing basketball now,
haha, even though it causes one to get bruises.

HIJ vs OUTRAM,
44-8.
i think.

janice &her WONDERFUL pass,
caused me to do a 360degrees turn whilst trying to catch it.
bitch.
maybe i should have just let it be a miss pass,
HA, : D

ATTENTION ALL.
i need a back massage please!

training tml,
>:/ or :/

i wna cut my hair,
SHORTER.
:/ :/ :/ :/

i know you want me,
: D

2007-02-02T01:24:00.000-08:00

cause i dont knw how to love,

I MISS YOU.
: (

JIA YOU ALL NETBALLERS.
we can do it,
(:

<3

2007-01-28T22:39:00.000-08:00

hello betina soh.

by the time you get to see this

i'd be dead.

haha.

cos i miss you t death.

ok that was really lame.

HAVE YOU GOT A FREAKIN PHONE?!?!

bet bet bet bet bet.

i'm bored.

2007-01-26T08:28:00.000-08:00

there goes my phone
>:/ FUCK IT.

how am i gna survive?!
DIE DIE DIE.
wont be able to msg my LOVE.
SIGH SIGH SIGH.

i swear whn i leave this house,
i'd nvr go back.

quit pushing my limits.
Because its alrdy too much for me to handle.
#($@)@-#*@$&

2007-01-26T04:30:00.000-08:00

to be loved,

school tires me out. : (

mmhm, had a romantic chem lesson with

miss tyanne choo sha wei (:

ooh wee, wht fun! :D

I GOT THE SHOES I WANTED (:

hahahaha, though everyone has them now.

oh well.

MY KNEES STILL HURT,

wondering if i should go for trg tml.

MMHM, see if i cant wake up on time.

I miss YOU : (

&i nvr wna let you go.

nope,not yet.

2007-01-25T06:51:00.000-08:00

i lost myself,

SCHOOL'S AIIGHT.
with tyanne celine huda all.
BUT, it sucks because that FREAK teaches me.
@#$&(^@^
saying i hate her is an understatement.
give me back miss krishna.
SERIOUSLY.
>:/ gimme a break.

so far b'div netballers have played two matches,
first, against bishan park secondary.
we won, cant rmb the score though.
but i knw i almost STOMPED on the girl's head.
thank god i JUMPED over in time.

thn the second match,
against queenstown sec,
61-2. easy game. i practically WALKED on court.
hahaha. oh well. the mood was less tense i guess.

TRAINING TODAY WAS TERRIBLE.
: ( by the end of the training,
i was like aching all over,
my baby finger is now SPRAINED/broken. (Ha.)
my knees are like FCUKING pain,
and like SWELLING.
with fugly, cannot be seen bruises.
&&&i've got this STUPIDDDDD headache that comes and goes.
OH WELL. i thrive on pain.
i've got like cuts everywhere,
and the funny thing is, i dont even knw how i got them.
WOW. i amaze myself sometimes.

anw,
I CANT BELIEVE I SPENT LIKE 3HOURS AT A MRT STATION.
HAHAHA. oh well. i dont get to see her during weekdays at all.
3 HRS a week seems so PATHETIC,
@$*)(&*^%#^&)@

I DEMAND FREEDOM.
>:/ &i demand to see YOU.

hate this hate this hate this hate this hate this hate this hate this hate this
hate this hate this hate this hate this hate this hate this hate this hate this
hate this hate this hate this hate this hate this hate this hate this hate this
hate this hate this hate this hate this hate this hate this hate this hate this
hate this hate this hate this hate this hate this hate this hate this hate this
: (
<3

2007-01-25T02:46:00.000-08:00

HELLO BETINA SOH!
[:

you haven't been online in 786242569 years?
you must be the oldest person alive huh.
ok that's quite a good thing for me.
[:

haha.
anyways, your blogger account is damn complicating.
or am i just dumb?
ok it's just complicating yes.

yay i just came out of the toilet.
hey you said i could talk rubbish so i am.

haha.
alright.
lemme update you about whut happened in school today.
today, i came t school late. like, 3 times in a row.
the day i din come t skl late was cos,
i WOKE UP LATE and decided t pon school.
haha.
yes.. hmm EVERYTHING was SOO BORING.
but thanks for keepin me company yes.
[:
i fell asleep in 2 lessons i think?
econs tutorial and econs lecture.
like, everyone from my class was sleepin cept for this
damn smart guy.
so yes i slept til i jerked.. which was kinda embarrassing.

then blah blah blah boring blah blah blah.
school finally ended aft 21831782467 years.
longer than the years you've not been online.
then my teacher spoke t us.
she's funny.

wanted t watch the rugby match but i din.
cos school's sucha bore.
then i left for HOME (sweet home.. only sweet when i need the bed)
and i was dozing off in the bus again as usual.
but this time, the lady next t me was sleepin too.
so i din care.
but i kinda knocked her when i was dozing off.
and it was damn uncomfortable cos i had no space for my legs t stretch..
&($2&!#^*!)@#(&*

so i came home and felt really hungry.
and i had a big feast of JUNK.
shit shit shit.
UNHEALTHY LIFESTYLE.
don't ever follow me.
ok but eat more.

cos you're sucha skinny twig bet!
SKIN and BONES.
omg.
i used t call you and thongs tt.

and i think you just finished trg.
CONGRATS!
today's hell is over.
and i just replied your message.
ahha.

yuck la.
there are ants crawling on my laptop.
basket..

anyways my dad thinks i'm a computer addict.
like WTF right.
i don't play LAN games or whutever shit.
ahha.

retard.
I MISS YOU BET!
when will i see you again?

oh yes.
i think it's time you changed your blog song.

I LOVE YOU BET!
that must've been the hardest thing t do in this whole post.
ahha.

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

2007-01-20T03:31:00.000-08:00

BABY,
i miss you so.

im sick now.
*(@$&(^@)^!)_#
ah, &&& all my jackets are like GONE,
: (

2007-01-14T06:30:00.000-08:00

\gets me everytime.

HELLO ALL WHO TAGGED.
thanks for tagging.
&& im sorry i cant reply the tags right now.

SO NOW,
IM STILL PHONELESS.
it sucks.
i swear it does! >:/

i miss you.
BABY.
even though i only saw yer for like 15mins?
I LOVED EVERY SINGLE MINUTE.
miss you miss you miss you miss you.
like fuck.

sch tml >:/
ZONALS ARE STARTING.
SOMEONE JUST SHOOT ME NOW.
<3

2007-01-10T08:15:00.000-08:00

IM LIKE FUCKING PHONELESS NOW?!
wtf,

2007-01-07T05:46:00.000-08:00

forever &always.

baileys mint chocolate (:
WOOAHHH, nice.
aiya, baileys are just oh so damn good.

SCH TML.
>:/ im so not looking forward to sch.
sigh, i needa get new pinafores.
DAMNIT.

miss yer,
so fucking much
<3

2007-01-06T07:16:00.000-08:00

too early to say goodnight.

TRAINING was baddd >:/
sigh, i felt as if i was on fire today.
oh well, timing sucked like @()^#*(^
everyone's like reaching their target alrdy!
AH FUCK IT LUH.

fucking hate it whn they invade my privacy,
yer all got no fucking respect for me,
hate it! ()@$&_*

nxt trg,
monday, tuesday, thursday.
: D YAY. im going late for 2!
hahaha. can slack abit. (:
SHIT, zonals are coming.
@*)^_%#^@

i saw MY LOVE.
fucking hot stuff,
<3

2007-01-05T08:20:00.000-08:00

and i know that it's a wonderful world
when you're with me

TODAY was quite fun(:
hahaha. school still sucks though.
i frigging fell asleep during maths luh,
&& i didnt even realise i fell asleep.
ha, thn suddenly she jerked me from my sleep whn she shouted.
OOOOOH BOY, haha.
hopefully no one saw me sleeping so unglam-ly.

stayed back after school.
waited for thongs,
to help her with her shooting all.
but in the end her momma came luh.
so i kinda waited for NOTHING in school.
but its quite fun just to slack in school.

i miss playing basketball
like almost everyday after school.
hahaha, fun fun fun.

damn, training tml.
>:/ URGH.
only good thing is,
i get to see yer.
(:

My love,
<3

2007-01-04T08:58:00.000-08:00

its been a while,
a really long while.
: (

I MISS NATTTT, >:/
&&she's sick!: (
TAKE CARE PLEASE.

school's BORING pls,
wonder how im gna take it.
ah.

training was (*$*#@ today,
sigh sigh saigh.
my timing dropped :l
&&so my timing is like SHITTTT,
wonder why coach expect me t beat 11.15mins.
&&&&i still think she's MAD.
hahaha.

and so,
i forgot to bring my phone to sch today,
&thn my mother didnt wnt to make a u-turn.
how annoying please,
its not like as if we were running late or something.
GGRRRRWAHHHH,

IM SO NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO TML.
sigh, at least there isnt trg tml for me.
but, she has traininig.
>:/ dumb orientations.

I know you like me, you wanna kiss me,
i know you need me, you think i'm sexy

it hurts to hear you're sick all,
please take fucking good care okay?
i wnt to see you.
so badly,
: (

<3

2007-01-03T04:38:00.000-08:00

: (
school's not all that fun now,

ohmygosh,
OHMYGWADDD,
11.15mins for 2.4!
Coach is MAD.

today i only managed to get like
11.48mins. NVR MIND, i got my wifey.
hahaha. she can be my pacer all.
: D

training today.
SIGH, school today was pretty weird
without all the EX SEC4S.
not seeing their faces all, : (
so saddening.

kunna's my form teacher.
heard from pat she hates late comers.
SHIT.
mmhm, but WAIT A MINUTE.
haha, SCHOOL STARTS AT 7.30 NOW.
&&&&ends at 1.35pm (:
HA.

SIGH, trg again tml.
hope my timing improves somemore!
hopefully.

you have stolen my heart.

2007-01-02T07:07:00.000-08:00

my fucking happy pill,

GWAD,
school starts like in a couple of hours time.
not looking forward to school.
: ( NO MORE, you.
&you &you &you.
hahaha.
but most importantly YOU.

OKAY, from today on,
i will CUT DOWN.
yesyes. or i will substain from IT.
hahaha. : D

Anw, i knw im broke.
i think i owe some people money?
im not too sure.
my memory fails me.

TATYANA VAN DER HORST.
YER OWE ME A GODDAMN DATE.
hahaha. with the suspenders buddies (:

TRAINING TML.
OHMYGOSH, killer.
DIE DIE DIE./
hoepfully we're allowed to run at 2.30.
i dont wna do like skipping!
EW. like getting WHIPPED.

i wna get fucking high for once.
: D

2007-01-01T05:42:00.000-08:00

im yours,

well,
ALL YOURS BABY/.

i had fun fun fun on
new years eve and day.
: D

if only time didnt pass so fast,
: ( SIGH, school's starting in two days time.
FUCK IT.
>:/ im so not looking forward to school luh.

okay, IM HUNGRY.
&&home alone again.
Shall go cook SOUP now (:
&&&pray i dont burn the house down.

<3

2006-12-29T08:15:00.000-08:00

so please tell me why.

COUNTDOWN COUNTDOWN (:
i wna watch the fireworks,

I'VE TUITION TML.
how spoiler.
>:/

IM ACHING LIKE *(#&$@^
training today was @$*(^%#^
the run was aiight i guess.
haha, after tht 12 different types of drills,
EVERYTHING JUST GOT WORSE.
but, as they say.
forgive &forget.
AH, stupid FUGLY SHIT.
>:/

THONGS DISTRACTED ME : (
Embarrassing please!
but thankfully, haha.
SOME PEOPLE DIDNT SEE.
hahaha.

: D

STUPID STEPH PANGSEI ME.
die steph DIE.
(:

make time come to a standstill.
<3

2006-12-28T06:41:00.000-08:00

~~SKINNY JEANS~~ :D

i fucking love yer nat!
YAYYYYYYYYY (:

Anw, SHOULD I or SHOULD I NOT
go for training tomorrow :/

&&&
BABY,
I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH.

<3

2006-12-27T08:46:00.000-08:00

simply too hot to handle /

IM LIKE A SAVANGER IN MY OWN HOUSE.
hahahaha, but wht to do,
IM HUNGRY.

so far i've found
2 NUGGETS,
1 slice of apple crumble cake (:
&&&SOME LEFTOVERS FROM DINNER.
hahahaha.

IM HOME ALONE.
hahaha, how exciting.

OMG, im so proud of myself!
I CLEANED TH GODDAMNED HAMSTER CAGE,
by MYSELF (:
hahahahahahaha.

cause baby, i love you/
<3

2006-12-26T02:17:00.000-08:00

this is the start,

ITS FRIGGING RAINING AGAIN,
&&&i wna go ESCAPE soon : (
GRWAH.

there's trg on the 28th
and some other day,
OHMYGOSH.
im fucking scared for nxt year.

2006-12-25T07:35:00.000-08:00

swear you'll never leave me.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE.
hope yer all enjoyed this very special day.
or spent it with yer loved ones.

so i spent christmas from 2-5plus am
with church people, at the d&d.
music was great, atmosphere was alright.

at 12plus?
woke up with a hangover.
DRAGGED Myself outta bed,
&went to meet my bunny.
so i spent christmas at cine.
i'd never regret meeting her at town,
even though i had to drag myself there.

shit,
i fucking smell.
gonna bathe now.

13 minutes till christmas ends.

make my wish come true,

2006-12-24T03:32:00.000-08:00

black skinny jeans
GIMME.

okay, almost time to get ready for midnight mass,
AH, i swear im gna fall asleep during mass luh.
fucking tired.
&PISSED OFF.

BITCHSHIT
BITCHSHIT
BITCHSHIT.

wrong choice bet,
yer made the wrong fucking choice,
>:/

Im scared for nxt year,
shit. school's starting.
freakfreakfreakSHIT.
there's so much homework to do!
: (

natty baby<3

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

i wna watch
DREAM GIRLS.

2006-12-21T22:17:00.000-08:00

She not perfect at all,
She just has the perfect disguise,
And it took practice.

phuket was OKAY ONLY.
shopping was NOT GOOD.
didnt really get much clothes.
hotel was TERRIBLE,
had to climb MANY FLIGHTS of STAIRS,
which is really dumb,
why cant they just build a damn lift.
&after doing MANICURE + PEDICURE,
i destroyed them.
hahaha! :/
BUT, i did my hair!
the braids thing.
MMMMMHMMMM.

I MISSED YER NAT.
&&& of course everyone else : D

Anws, i needa do my brows soon.
&school's starting soon, : (

CHRISTMAS
is coming in 3 days,
wonder how im gna spend christmas this year.

ah,
ants!

2006-12-21T22:11:00.000-08:00

HELLO BET! :D

WASSSUP! (:

YAY! YOU'RE BACKBACKBACK! :D

ILY,CARDINAL SIN! <33

2006-12-18T10:50:00.000-08:00

fuck phuket luh

i dont wna go,
i wna stay here in singapore,
or like only go for the shopping parts,
SIGH.

fuck my mother.

BAKING AT CELESTE'S HOUSE IS FUN (:
hahaha, HER DOG'S like SUPER hyper,
crazy luh.& her mummy is so cute.

TRAINING was like ****
no more comments,

I'D MISS ALL YER!
: (

fuck my mother.

2006-12-16T08:11:00.000-08:00

HEY PRETTY (:

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

flame to dust, lovers to friends

WHERE'S MY MOTHER,
she isnt home yet.
WOW.
damnit, i should have gone out.

<3

2006-12-15T05:45:00.000-08:00

And nothing will take that love away,

LAST TRAINING FOR THIS YEAR,
kinda actually.
BUT,
coach asked us to go down
on monday &wednesday
: ( SIGH.
so technically, its not the last yet.
ANOTHER ONE MORE TRG!

I MISS WIFEY : (

2006-12-14T21:03:00.000-08:00

TRAINING SOON,
ah >:/
i've got fcuking cramps.
oh wait,
or maybe its gastric.

AIYA,
IT HURTS.

2006-12-14T09:03:00.000-08:00

ULTIMATE GUILTY PLEASURE (:
<3>

had our last junior league game today,
us VS millennia institute.
60 / 31.

the floor was WET WET WET.
gosh,had a nerve wrecking time trying to NOT SLIP.

TRAINING AGAIN TML. : (
gna have a friendly match.
against sac.
hopefully everything will go well.

I FUCKING HATE TUITION. > : /

&i'd always love you,
<3

2006-12-13T04:49:00.000-08:00

Hey thanks
Thanks for that summer

for now,
im home alone.
thank god i brought my keys,
if not i'd be sitting outside,
all alone, in the dark./

training today (:
th run was SHOIK.
there was no tension,
&i felt damn at ease whn i ran.
timing improved hell loads.
from 12.25(monday) to 11.43(today!)
WOOHOOOO : D

anyways.
IM FAT BEYOND MEASURE!
ah, >:/ i havent grown,
& i think i've put on weight!

stephy treated us to ICE CREAM!
highlight of the day : D
( THE ICE CREAM & DINNER PART )
had candlelight dinner with my LOVER, jaime (:
haha, everyone else went home like so fast,
lousy luh.

there's GAME tml >:/
i've got new found blisters!
help me someone.

let me fly

REPLY TO ALL TAGS

shir/ BESTIE! haha,
yer made me fly today (:
ooh, hope yer had fun at th farewell!

tyanne/ WASSUP choo!
i missed yer so much!
can i see yer soon!

evlin/ EVILLLL LIM LIM!
ooh la la, perfection!
i love yer too!

tat/ FAITHFUL LOVER, not!
(: heyya! i'd see yer TOMORROW!

rachw/ EX partner! haha,
thanks. PICTURES PLS.
including all unglam ones!
thanks (:

thongs/ WIFEY.
yer havent replied me on msn yet!
WHERE ART THOU.
i miss you so.
VIRTUAL HUGS SUCKS.
yer think i can pass for a 21 yr old?!
who are yer trying to kid?!
HAHAHA, we all knw im TOO SHORT.
anyways, the lawyer's STEPHY.
(:

celeste/ MISS NICE (:
hahaha, HELLO. i miss celeste lee!
ONCE AGAIN, whn's our baking date?!

stephy/ SUP STEPHY!
mmhm, thanks affair.
hahaa! I'D SEE YER TML :D

isa/ HEY YOU!
hahaha, i was surprised too!
i'd link yer soon aiight?

NAT/ hello natty pants,
SEXY LEGS.
haha, fill in the blanks?
MMHM. i dont knw wht word,
care to tell me? ((:

IM FINE.
im fine.

sweetheart of mine.
i love yer so.

2006-12-12T09:46:00.000-08:00

i miss perth.
especially, th nights there.
: (

2006-12-12T09:12:00.000-08:00

if i tell myself im fine.
i might actually believe that i am.

game today,
xnij team2 vs pjc.
i played terribly.
not suprising though.

THERE'S TRAINING TML.
ah, screw 2.4km runs luh.
seriously.
@$@(&*&#!

I MISS MY WIFEY SO MUCH!
OHMYGOSH.
i wna fly to PERTH now!
: ( i need a hug badly.
come back soon,
safe &sound aiight babe?

&now,
i dont wna go t phuket anymore.
: (

good evening,
how may i help you.

2006-12-11T21:39:00.000-08:00

whn i thought everything was gna get better,
it all just got worse.

ever felt betrayed?
it sucks feeling betrayed.
betrayed by someone yer thought would nvr
BITCH BACK YER BACK.
as innocent as some people may look,
they arent who yer expect them to be.
people who yer thought were yer CLOSEST FRIENDS.
all turned out to be a bunch of hypocrites.
&bloody bitches who bitch behind yer back.
seriously,
if yer have something to say.
say it to my face.
dont go ard talking abt me,
BEHIND MY BACK.

I THOUGHT YER ALL WERE MY TRUE FRIENDS.
Bitch.

th only good thing that came out of this is.
now i knw who my REAL friends are.

real friends accept their friends
for who they are.
no questions asked.

maybe going to phuket might be good.
needa get away from it all.
the lies and betrayal.
fuck you.

2006-12-10T07:43:00.000-08:00

BLOODY BASTARDS
FUCK IT,

>:/

this whole wk's gna be a
NETBALL WEEK.
i miss perth so much!
th chilly weather &all.
i wish we didnt hve to leave.

i still dont wish to go to phuket.
: (

netball chalet please someone.
(:

2006-12-09T04:29:00.000-08:00

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.

IM BACK FROM PERTH (:
missed me?
perth was GREAT!
though it was really cold.
running 2.4 was tedious though.
th company was great.
absolutely loved it!
late nights were fun.
bingo at crazy hours in th morning.
walking barefooted up& down the corridor.
haha, simply madness.
: D

But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

simply unforgettable.
get some pictures from steph.
waiting for more!

I REFUSE TO GO TO PHUKET.
>:/

\anyways,
decided to give th band concert a miss.

2006-12-08T05:57:00.000-08:00

YAY! you're coming back tmr!

I'M MISSING YOU PLENTYPLENTY! :D

I LOVE MY CARDINAL SIN (:
the psychic one here :D

2006-12-05T05:07:00.000-08:00

Hello dear!
You're in Australia now. ):
Leaving me all alone in singapore.
Haha, hopefully your black tee + jeans + white shoes are going well.
Hahhahahahah
Enjoy your time there!
<3

xoxoxo
CHER!(:

2006-12-03T07:31:00.000-08:00

Everyone knows I'm in over my head

LOVER LOVER (:

OOOH sweetheart of mine <3

my new lover! : D

so sexy stuff, wo ai ni!

AUSTRALIA, PERTH.
look out, here we come (:
netballers of ijtp sec! <3>

love is unpredictable.

it hits you right in th face,

whn you least expect it.

i wish i was psychic sometimes.

thn i would be able to tell my future.

so that i'd hve a clear idea of wht obstacles i'd hve to face.

I HATE HER,

so fcuking much now.

why does she like to do this to me?!

if i could,
i would slit her throat,
&watch th blood spill out.

sometimes,
i wish i was dead,
because i knw i'd be better off in hell thn here.

why cant someone shoot me,

DAMNIT.
i wna leave for perth now.

GOTTA START PACKING SOON!

cut.
<3

2006-11-30T09:27:00.000-08:00

I'll open my heart and give it to you

wednesday.
TRAINING, late late late.
went earlier for elevation test.
im quite satisfied i guess,
54cm, hoped to get 55cm though.
&i realised something today,
I'VE DUMB SHORT ARMS
rwahh >:(

seniors came to train with us,
OOOOH BOY.
was made to play center th whole time :(
having muscle pulls sucks.
i swear, >:/

had macs for dinner
with jaime&steph.
fun fun (:
&steph takes the same time as me
to get home from toa payoh!

thursday.
I ONLY SLEPT AT 4PLUS in the morning.
woke up at like 8 to message steph.
thn woke up again at 8.30,
to get ready to meet her.
for once i thought i'd be early.
but thn i had to go & watch tv first.
so in th end, i was LATE.

FOR BEING LATE,
i had to pay for our taxi fare.
hahaha, which was RETARDED.
okay. hurrr.

th meeting was DUMB.
after the meeting was fun though.
basketball, thn chat session.
thn SWIMMING (:

SWIMMING'S MY NEW LOVE
<33

my dear wife is back (:
IMMA HAPPY KID.

ooh boy,
there's training tomorrow.
considering if i should pon.
LAST TRAINING BEFORE WE LEAVE TO PERTH!
: / MORNING TRAINING LEH.
must wake up like super EARLYYYY,
:X

i hate running 2.4kms.
its time for bed i guess,
goodbye world,
its 2am now.

<3

2006-11-28T03:17:00.000-08:00

Your subtleties They strangle me

THERE'S TRAINING TML :(
elevation test,
which we were suppose to hve YESTERDAY.
only trini huiyun &i managed to complete our test,
before coach got pissed off,
&so th elevation test has been moved to wednesday.

AIYAAAAAA,
i injured myself for NOTHING.
: ( my side hurt like f*ck now.
&we all have to re-do.
that's just GREATTTT.

dearest wifey's off at confirmation camp,
: (

my family's thinking of going to bangkok
&leaving me here, in singapore.
WHY? because they're being idiots.
I WNA GO SHOPPING.

AUSTRALIA'S gna be a blast.
well, that's wht i hope./
i pray we wont have tough trainings there.
ooh boy, i cant wait~!
ONE MORE WEEK (:
i gotta start thinking of wht to pack.
&find a luggage to use.

first, <3

2006-11-26T21:34:00.000-08:00

Everybody knows that something's wrong,
but nobody knows what's going on.

HELLO BET,

I seriously thought swallowing an orange seed would cause an orange tree to grow inside me ):
Do you know how much agony I went through?!
HAHA, it wasn't alot(:

Anyway, in about an hour's time, you'll be having a killer training :D
Awww, poor thing!

/bet. said:
SERIOUS?!
/bet. said:
ohmygosh, you're the psychic one! (;

HAHA, I KNEW IT! :D

okay, take care & I love you! <33

LOVE;
PAT(:

2006-11-26T05:13:00.000-08:00

i'd be two steps behind,

BEAT'S GONE TO THAILAND ALRDY
: ( bet she'd hve a blast there though.
shop till she drops,
:/ im jealous.

anyways, i was talking to
PATRICIA NG SHU QI
&she was telling me how PSYCHIC i am!

.PATRICIA ! says:
bet's oh-so-PSYCHIC!

:DDDD
i knw pat,
i knw im psychic luh.

I GOT MY WINDBREAKER/JACKET (;
&a new sports bra : D
YELLOW YELLOW.

IM SO BORED.
LALALALA.

yesterday night was
th perfect time to star gaze (:
there were so many pretty stars!
XIAO XIAO XING XING : D

christmas is coming
<3

2006-11-25T07:45:00.000-08:00

somehow im neither here nor there.

TRAINING WAS A TORTURE,
a few of us ran 6km!
th others who didnt hve extra 1.2km,
ran lesser of course.

COACH'S MAD,
&scary.

&WE DID SO MANY STEPS!
OHMYGOSH, insanity.
nine hundred steps please!
about nine hundred or more i think.
@)&*^$@*(^$^@#@

after training that day,
went home, bathed & all.
rushed out to meet evil shir belly tessa &wifey.
HAPPYYY FEET (;
haha, so cute please!
i missed th first part of the movie,
cause i was late, :X

TODAY WAS ANOTHER BORING DAY.
rwah :(

my brother just finished all th food,
WOW. he's sucha glutton,
now im hungry : (
GRRRRWAHHH.
@$)(&@&*@#&

CIAO ALL.
<3

2006-11-23T08:18:00.000-08:00

th power of love,

i have little baby hamsters now! (:
WEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

had match at kallang today :(
1.i will learn to shut my mouth
2.improve myself.
ARGH. >:/

i knw i want to do better,
but can i?
:/

there's morning training tomorrow
sigh, I PRAY I CAN WAKE UP.
:x

im hungry.
again.
<3

2006-11-21T08:57:00.000-08:00

Just stop and take a second

my horoscope today says;
Things are moving to a deeper level
in a very shallow area of your life.
This could mean that a relationship
is about to move to a new level,
that a burgeoning friendship will blossom,
or that you will finally overcome
a challenging learning curve at work.
This is a sign that you're doing the right thing right now,
and that where you are in life is the perfect place to be.
Congratulate yourself and
prepare to enjoy a richer happiness.

today was rather unproductive.
my muscles ached badly today :(
&i had cheena tuition!
which was unusually boring .

i learnt a very impt lesson yesterday,
dont ever eat chilli before training.
hahaha, SMART me,
despite tat's & janice's warning,
i went and had chilli with my lunch.

MY TIMING SUCKS MORE NOW.
it just keeps DROPPING.
&dropping. : (

yesterday,
th kellock training which i was only a few minutes late for.
was surprising, because i went there,
with th idea that we were going there TO TRAIN THEM,
but my feelings were cheated!
we went there to train OURSELVES,
so everything we did was with a frigging medicine ball.
thank god it was soon over.
thn we went to tiong to eat (:

YUMYUM, lunch was satisfying.
: D thn we went off to sch!
FOR TRAINING,
thank god it wasnt burning hot,
there was LIGHTNING &thunder.
BUT no rain. WOW huh.
i love training in th hall (:
drills were tiring though.
i was made to run up& down like some idiot.
i swear, it was bloody tiring.

PSSST/
i hate having my thing : (
SUCKS PLEASE >:/

THERE'S TRG TML.
:( hurr,

ITS TIME FOR BED.
goodnight all.

<33

2006-11-19T08:21:00.000-08:00

Brand my soul and call me a liar

IM GOING FOR KELLOCK TRAINING.
10 AM - 12.30PM.
with tatyana van der horst.
& janice, i think.
to make up for my extra runs.
: (

&thn, later.
we have to go for SCHOOL training.
from 2.30-6.30pm.
ooooh, whoopeedooo.
HOW EXCITING.

went for th confirmation at risen christ.
OH WOW, it was like long & draggy.
all th songs were slow.
like dead -----*

nvr mind, at least i had th company of my dearest,
MISS CHERLYNN ANG XUE LI (;
who's sucha PIG. : DD
& she was SEXYYY,

well, everyone looked simply stunning in white.
beat looked oh so damn hot. (:
&mich too (;
okay luh. EVERYONE looked hot.
my confirmation's nxt year. HA.
plenty of time to think of a confirmation name.
i cant imagine myself dressed in white,
from head to toe. :/ EW.

song tittle :
The Good Kind
singer/band :
Wreckers

Do you wanna run away together?
I would say it was your best line ever.
Too bad I fell for it.

AIIIGHT,
i feel so helpless sometimes..
like i cant do anything to help.
but i wnt so badly to have that ability to do so.

somehow yer past always seems to be able
to come back & haunt yer.

having second thoughts,
: ( abt the decisions i made so far.

AUSTRALIA AUSTRALIA,
here we come (;
haha, in a few wks time!
WHOOOPEEDOO : D

The end of fear is where we begin
ciao,
<3

2006-11-18T08:16:00.000-08:00

I shall be a kind soul and help you post your horoscope of the day.
Hurrry, say thank you cher! :D

Today's horoscope:

You thought you totally understood your feelings about a recent encounter, but today confusion might swim up to the surface again. Having doubts about what happened is fine, but do not make any changes based on your doubts -- it's a waste of time. What's done is done, and if your feelings are starting to change, there's nothing you can do but accept it and keep moving forward. The impression you left is the one that will stay, and you don't have to apologize for it.

I love you retard! <3

2006-11-17T10:21:00.000-08:00

Your health could become an issue right now,
but don't worry -- nothing too negative will develop.
All you need to do is make sure
you're taking good enough care of yourself.
This requires getting a good night's sleep tonight,
and maintaining a positive attitude
about where you are in life.
Things may not be ideal,
but they are better than they could be.
Be grateful for what you have,
and don't reach for more right now.
The time isn't right for acquiring material goods.

;THATS WHT MY HOROSCOPE SAYS TODAY.
hahaha, OKAYYYYYYYY.

OHMYGOSH.
junior league?
HAHAHA, rights.

mmhm. NXT YEAR,
i knw i wont be in main7.
maybe i should try working harder.
JIA YOU BET.

training today,
was OKAYYY (;
because i went for lit with my dearest WIFEY.
lit was HORRIFYING.*
hahaha. so i didnt have to do
the SUPER tiring drills.
&i had a ball during warm ups.
and the 10 different passes thing.
my wife's passes are still as WOAH as ever,
she allows me to FLYYYYYYYYY (;
i miss LAST TIME. whn we were in sec2!
gosh, those were the times (;

WHT'S UP WITH THE WEATHER THESE FEW DAYS!
& THE STUPID LOUSY WEATHER FORECASTER!
LIKE OHMYGOSH.IT DIDNT RAIN AT ALL TODAY!
and they said that there'd be SHOWERS &thunder,
liar liar pants on fire.

IN CONCLUSION.
nvr trust the weatherpeople.
they're a whole bunch of liars.
haha. (;

I NEEDA IMPROVE ON MY TIMING.
BET, WORK HARDER.
HARDER HARDER.
>:/

ciao, i needa get some sleep.
been having too many late nights.
<3

2006-11-16T07:25:00.000-08:00

the damned,

THE WEATHER TODAY WAS DUMB.
everyone thought it was gonna rain luh.
THN, it stopped drizzling.
@$*&_^@$^#@!

2.4KM today was OHMYFGWAD,
my timing SUCKED.
12.10, WOW.
TRAINING WAS HARD,
so very very hard.
I took so LONGGGG to do everything.

AIYAAAAAAAA.
kinda my fault too i guess,
didnt go for training thrice in a row.
: ( &im aching ALL OVER now.

WHOOOPEEEDOOO,
there's training AGAIN, tomorrow.
ooooh, i can hardly wait.
note the sarcasm.*

ONE DAY,
IM GNA GET BELOW 11 MINS (;
hahahaha, crazy talk.
IM OLD ALRDY. surely cannot.

TIME TO SEARCH
FOR A NEW BLOGSKIN.

I MISS MY SHIFU,

oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
<3>

2006-11-15T07:13:00.000-08:00

THAT'S MY SISTER,

she's so retarded.

brightest little firefly,

OKAYYYYYYY,
there's training tomorrow,
at 2.30, but im gna go there at 2pm.
im kiasu okay, i knw.
im terrified for training tml.
from wht i hear,
the drills have changed
&conditioning takes 2hrs now.
HELPPPPPPPP >:/
IM SCARED,
oh no. extra six rounds tomorrow.

PANIC TIME.
its my brother's birthday tomorrow.
and i forgot all about it,
until just now.
whn my sister asked if i got him anything.
@$*$@!()#&(%^*#

I HAD CHEENA TUITION TODAY.
oh my gosh, i love my tutor,
haha because she lets me take naps during tuition.
half an hour naps, HA.
(: &she gives me food,
hahaha.

tat just explained one of the drills!
OHMYGOSH. how to remember luh!

house visits are fun (;

hahahaha, AGAIN AGAIN.

I MISS YOU ALRDY.

hurr, : (

so take my hand now,

<3>

2006-11-14T08:57:00.000-08:00

i saw this line on clara' blog.

when you feel like giving up on something,
remember why you held on for so long.

this phrase kinda flashed through my mind.
&i had a random thought,
MMMmmm.

my horoscope tells me today that;

Some of your inner thoughts are leaking out into your actions right now, and you're probably not realizing it. Your unconscious body language is sending a definite message to the world
-- and it could be misread unless
you make an effort to clarify your stance on an issue.
Take a close look at what you're doing and whom you're avoiding,
and you'll soon see how you can prevent anyone
from getting the wrong idea about you.
Face up to what you've been putting off.

i find it very hard to get back my focus
or purpose in life,after i lost it.
maybe i needa do some soul searching.
&alot of thinking.

why does everyone care about looks?
i admit, i care alot about the way i look,
the way i act, the way i go about doing things.
And sometimes i wished i didnt care so much.

But its hard not to care,
when everyone's out there, judging you.
Why do i always let what other people's judgement affect me?
But im sure i'm not the only one.

Some people get jealous of others because of their appearance.
Tell me honestly, have you ever been jealous of someone else,
because of their looks?Well, i have.
But then i realised, even though you got a pretty face,
but your personality stinks,
who's gonna like you?
having a pretty face isnt all that,
what matters most is on the inside.
your soul.

Im scared of the unknown dangers,
Im afraid to face up to reality,
Im terrified to see what i've become,
Im ashamed to know who've become.

Right now,
I've no idea what Im going to do after secondary school.
No idea whether i'd go to JC or a poly,
&no idea whether i'd even do well enough to get into JC/poly.
I've got no more PROPER dreams & ambitions.
Even though i said before that i want to be an air stewardess,
and thn retire and become a tai tai,
but honestly, who am i trying to kid.
Many women wish to become a taitai.
so that they can led their lives without worrying
about whether their work was up to standard,
worrying about money issues,
can their paycheck last them through the month?
They'd rather worry about which nail polish they havent tried on yet,
and whether it'd look nice.
Honestly, who wouldnt want to lead a life of luxury.
But exactly how many women get to be the envy of others.
Hardly many.

oh gosh,
there's school tomorrow,
&i've chinese tuition later at 4pm.
ITS THAT HOLIDAYS, gwad.
im sucha loser.

MOOO,
im a turtle.
turtles go moo,
in denis' little world of make believe.
(;

im through waiting on you to make up your mind,
im gna walk away
<3

2006-11-13T21:22:00.000-08:00

okay, so in th end i didnt go to school AGAIN.
oh gwad bet.
Anyways, last night's mm session,
got me thinking, alot.

i've seriously lost it,
my motivation,
my determination.
my focus.

last night, i laid in bed,
wondering, &questioning myself,
questioning the person i've become.

a student with no desire for more knowledge,
slacking my ass off even though i knw that Os are like in a few months.

duty of a student,
to study &do well.
have i studied? not much.
did well? not really.

a daughter who doesnt think her parents
are worthy of her respect.

duty of a daughter,
respect her parents? nope.
obey her parents? nope.
im way rebellious,

but shouldnt all parents like their child,
for who they are,
and like as long as their child has tried,
shouldnt th parents understand that maybe their child can only achieve that much and not more? there's a limit to everything.
even a limit to how much one can tolerate,

damnit.
i cant wait to go to australia.

OKAY, i dont feel like blogging anymore.
its making me annoyed,

i think i shall go and reflect on my behaviour.
since there's nothing to do at home.
&since that woman didnt allow me to go for training.
AHH, damnit >:(

right now,
im highly irritable.

HAPPY THOUGHTS BET.
happy thoughts,
happy thoughts,
happy thoughts,
happy thoughts,

THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS,
okay, where's the ice cream?!

CIAO,

2006-11-13T16:55:00.000-08:00

i've so much to blog abt,
but sigh, there's school NOW.
&im still at home,
i think i shall start to panic now.

mood ; thinking :/

the question to ask ourselves is,
what happened?
to our lives,
have we lost our focus?
i have.

2006-11-11T23:24:00.000-08:00

it ends tonight,

nostalgia

: (

BET'S SO BORED,

PLEASE ENTERTAIN ME SOMEBODY?

: D

2006-11-10T20:44:00.000-08:00

I never knew just what a smile was worth,

I'VE SERIOUSLY TURNED INTO
A BIG FAT REPULSIVE bucket OF BLUBBER,
im fat, & not excerising,
&EATING non-stop : (

i like cosy rooms,
blue &messy, (:

Im gna movie marathon by myself soon.
HAHAHA, so many new dvds (:
YAY YAY, : D

OHMYGWAD,
i didnt knw that school only ends on th
15th of november?! HELP,
: ( anyone?

ON THE BRIGHT SIDE,
my cough has become slightly better,
not so much phlegm now.
:X MMHM.

im gna start playing my guitar more often now i guess,
rather thn waste my time, stoning/eating.
IM LEARNING TO PLAY A SONG NOW (;
hahaha, fun fun fun.
but i think im tone deaf.
HAHAHA,
i cant even tune my own guitar,
: (

truly madly deeply,

THIS IS NOW, 2006.

this was thn, 2005

im glad for all the memories we've shared in that short year (:

WO AI NI MEI NIU : D

te amo,
/<3

2006-11-10T04:30:00.000-08:00

BET wants me to post her x'mas wishlist 'cause she's too lazy.
: D

BET'S CHRISTMAS WISHLIST(:

01.PATRICIA NG
02.PATRICIA NG
03.PATRICIA NG
04.PATRICIA NG
05.PATRICIA NG
06.PATRICIA NG
07.PATRICIA NG
08.PATRICIA NG
09.PATRICIA NG
10.PATRICIA NG

ooh, we're the future TAITAIs(:

I LOVE YOU BET! <333

2006-11-07T05:49:00.000-08:00

somewhere over th rainbow,

GRUDGE2 date coming up soon(:
YEAHHH BABYYYYY : D
SLEEPOVER PLS?
mmhm.

went to malaysia today.
in other words, I PONNED SCH (:
& THE STUPIDDDD Maths test.
got ill there, HAHA.
wait, i was alrdy ill.
okay, my bad.
got SICKER there.
th haze is KILLING me i swear,
how am i suppose to run for training tml?
i think i'd just walk.
RUNNING IN THE MORNING IS CRAZY TALK.
> : (

BET'S ARM HURTS.
BET'S WHOLE BODY HURTS,
: (

MOOD TODAY,
:S

MOOD TML,
>:(

its too late now,
/<3

2006-11-06T04:30:00.000-08:00

better part of me,

im still stuck on jodi picoult's book.
the pact.
ARGH, i wna borrow th book,
PS, i love you,
GRRRWAH > : /

ANYHOWS,
since today's training was in th MORNING, at 7.30am.
those who had school didnt need to go for th FULL trg,
just need to do th 2.4km run. (:
but ohmygosh, th run was TERRIBLE,
my timing dropped by 1whole minute!
hence my timing is now, 12.45 mins : (
&my cough's getting worst,
so dumb please! : (

overall, school was BORING,
& a waste of time.
th sec4s had their maths& social studies paper today.
hope it was aiight for them,
heard tht th paper was hard.

I WNA PON SCHOOL TML,
should i? but ponning is BAD.
&there's th stupid maths test tml,
OH GWAD, dumb dumb! : (
savie's asking me to go :/

CHER XINPEI & I ARE REALLY GOOD AT BAKING BROWNIES(:
we can like open our own brownie shop& everything!
hahaha, i swearr, its damn WOOHOOOO.
cher & i had this great plan,
to suprise beat, because she's been so emo lately,
so xinpei also joined in our mission : D
ha, BAKING'S FUN. wonder how i ever failed home econs last time.
so yeah, after baking at cher's house.
we went to beat's house!
TO SUPRISE HER (:
such nice friends huh.
hung ard her house for awhile before heading home,

I TOOK BUS NUMBER 13!
wht a NICE number!
: DDD

so now im home,
&dying of hunger,
: (

my mother didnt go to bangkok in th end : (
RWAHHHH, how annoying is that!

it seems like years since i last saw you,
/<3

2006-11-05T07:27:00.000-08:00

some 3/8-ers (:

OHMYGWAD,
im so scared for th run tomorrow,
how if i collapse halfway?
because like i got difficulty breathing or something?!
RWAHH >:/

my father doesnt knw how to use msn.
WA LIAO, so easy luh.
so now, he's happily at bangkok.
& not shopping.
ARGH, i wna go there & SHOP!

4wks &abt 1 or 2 days more to the trip to perth (:
OOOOH BOY, ((((:
/<33

2006-11-05T03:40:00.000-08:00

horoscope (:

A strength you didn't know you possessed will come over you today.
It will have nothing to do with muscles, and everything to do with the ingenuity of your mind. After all, why strain your back when you could use a pulley system?

havent posted my horoscope for awhile,
so yeah i decided to do so on this post.

view from heaven,

I WNT A LITTLE SIBLING,
but my mother doesnt wnt : (
ahh, babies are so super dee duper cute!
i saw my aunties little babies today (:
so cute, so cute!

went to th airport earlier,
to send my father off.
&good news is,
my mother might decide to go to bangkok,
to meet my father like either tomorrow night or something,
&she'd bring along my younger siblings.
HAHA, imagine that.
FREEEEEEDOM! (:
if only, :/

take good care my love,

i'd be two steps behind,
/<3

2006-11-04T02:21:00.000-08:00

HELLO BET(:
ooh la la;
HIGH TEA everyday,
singapore airlines?
MAYBE. hahaha.

funny how my future is all planned out NICELY, when my present is so screwed.

: D
I LOVE YOU TOO!

when you cry, I'd wipe away all of your tears.

2006-11-03T23:14:00.000-08:00

saw this quiz on pat& jaime's blog.
so i decided to do it.
since i've nothing better to do,
BORING LIFE, yeah,
thats mine.

1) HOW OLD DO YOU WISH YOU WERE? of legal age,

2) WHERE WERE YOU WHEN 911 HAPPENED? i've no idea,

3) WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN VENDING MACHINES STEAL YOUR MONEY? curse & swear,

4) DO YOU COUNT YOURSELF KIND? maybe,

5) IF YOU HAD TO GET A TATTOO, WHERE WOULD IT BE?
on my back (:

6) IF YOU COULD BE FLUENT IN ANY OTHER LANGUAGE, WHAT WOULD IT BE? definitely spanish,

7) DO YOU KNOW YOUR NEIGHBOURS? kinda,

8) WHAT DO YOU CONSIDER A VACATION? time to relax,

9) DO YOU FOLLOW YOUR HOROSCOPE? oh hell yeah, i do.

10) WOULD YOU MOVE FOR THE PERSON YOU LOVE? without a doubt,

11) ARE YOU TOUCHY FEELY? haha, YES.

12) DO YOU BELIEVE THAT OPPOSITES ATTRACT? maybe, (:

13) DREAM JOB? Air stewardess, thn tai tai,
HIGH TEA EVERYDAY WITH PAT (:

14) FAVOURITE CHANNELS? disney channel(: mtv, channel5?

15) FAVOURITE PLACE TO GO ON WEEKENDS? anywhere but here,

16) SHOWERS OR BATHS? long baths (:

17) DO YOU PAINT YOUR NAILS? yes, im vain.
but im a girl i cant help it,

18) DO YOU TRUST PEOPLE EASILY? thats th problem with me,

19) WHAT ARE YOUR PHOBIAS? th dark, &scary things.

20) DO YOU WANT KIDS? maybe,

21) DO YOU KEEP A HANDWRITTEN JOURNAL? yeah, :/

22)WHERE WOULD YOU RATHER BE RIGHT NOW? out,

23) WHO MAKES YOU FEEL ALL WARM AND FUZZY? my dearest loved ones,

24) HEAVY OR LIGHT SLEEPER? im a heavy sleeper, : D

25) ARE YOU PARANOID? sometimes, a little too much,

26) ARE YOU IMPATIENT? very,

27) WHO CAN YOU RELATE TO? myself,

28) HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT INTERACTIAL COUPLES?
what's interactial? that word isnt even in th dictionary.

29) HAVE YOU BEEN BURNED BY LOVE? maybe,

30) WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE PICK UP LINE? th funny ones,

31) WHAT'S YOUR MAIN RINGTONE ON YOUR PHONE?
creed, one last breath.

32) WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT?
chatting online,

33) WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT ON YOUR CELLPHONE SAY?
that'd be a secret,

34) WHOSE BED DID YOU SLEEP ON LAST NIGHT? my own,

35) WHAT COLOUR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? primary school,
YELLOW house shirt (:

36) MOST RECENT MOVIE YOU WATCHED? world trade centre,

37) NAME THREE THINGS YOU HAVE ON YOU AT ALL TIMES. phone, clothes, wallet?

38) WHAT COLOUR ARE YOUR BED SHEETS? hmm, YELLOW (:
&a few other colours,

39) HOW MUCH CASH DO YOU HAVE ON YOU NOW? i'm BANKRRUPT right now,

40) WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PART OF THE CHICKEN? th breast,
hahaha, boneless what.

41) WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE TOWN/CITY? australia,

42) I CAN'T WAIT TILL.....? for now, th trip to australia,

43) WHAT DID YOU HAVE FOR DINNER LAST NIGHT? too much food,

44) DO YOU OWN A GUN? that isnt possible in singapore,

45) WHAT DO YOU PREFER TO DRINK IN THE MORNING? something sweet, not coffee.

46) WHERE DO YOU THINK YOU'LL BE IN 10 YEARS TIME?
having high tea, with PAT : D

47) LAST THING YOU ATE? wanton mee (:

48) WHAT SONGS DO YOU SING IN THE TOILET?
whatever pops into my head,

49) LAST THING THAT MADE YOU LAUGH? scrubs,

50) WORST INJURY YOU'VE EVER HAD? hm, im always injured,

51) DOES SOMEONE HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU? how would i knw,

52) WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE CANDY? stawberry flavoured lollipops, or whatever thats sweet,

53) WHAT SONG DO YOU WANT PLAYED AT YOUR FUNERAL?
some lame song,

54) FOUR RANDOM PEOPLE TO DO THIS: anyone who's bored.

WOW WEE,
IM home alone again.
&i can actually not hear a sound at all!
its so peaceful, so quiet.
so unusual.

its time to reply smses,
/<3

2006-11-03T08:54:00.000-08:00

Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need says:
AND MY HAIR IS ALL BOUNCY i feel like elvis presley.

OHMYGOSH,
Savie's Seriously Super SILLY!
hahaha, : D

Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need says:
just realised

Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need says:
that if i take the band off

Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need says:
my hair still stays up

she's so cute,
i swear. SAVIE,
WATCH OUT.
whn i see yer again,
im gna HARASS YER (:

IM BORED,
so shoot me.

2006-11-03T05:18:00.000-08:00

whn i said go, i dont mean away.

YAY, bet improved on her timing (:
now its BELOW 12 mins.

today i shall ignore all unhappy thoughts,
&stay focus on everything tht has gone right.
ah, okay. tht's not possible.

I MISS THEM,
outing soon?

anyways, today i was suppose to go to school,
AFTER RECESS.
so i wont be marked absent &all.
but then, i just COULDNT wake up
*note th word couldnt/
so in th end, i skipped school AGAIN.
i feel so pissed at myself,
there was only 3days of school this wk.
&i only attended ONCE/!
wow, bet, wow.
i couldnt even wake up early thrice a wk.
: (

right now,
im BUSKING IN BOREDOM.
training has left me with a slightly sprained ankle,
&an injured knee, : (
oh wow wee, it rained today AGAIN.
right AFTER we ran 2.4.
i clocked 11.55, well it aint good.
but at least i improved.

I THINK IM FAT,
my dad says i am.
: ( &he's th type that doesnt joke ard.
rwahhhh, bet wnts to diet.
no matter how many times i say that,
i nvr do start dieting at all.

TO DO LIST, etc.
1. finish my homework,
2. improve my timing,
get it below 11.45
3. trainee of th day ? i wish.
4. go out with my MAGGOTS (:
5. watch a walk to remember,
6. LOSE WEIGHT,
7. stop ponning school.
8. DONT fall asleep during lessons,
9. dont stone so much,
10. make a wish on a shooting star(:
11. i still wna do something,
SPONTANEOUS/

HIGHLY IMPOSSIBLE,
especially numbers 3 6 7 8 9.
maybe 10's QUITE possible.
ha, but as they say,
nothing is impossible.
: D or believe in th impossible,
or whatever.

i think i lead a BORING life.
: (

i cant even rmb what i did yesterday :(
ERHM. i knw i didnt go to school.
hahaha, oh yeah. thn i had guitar lesson.
&now my left fingers hurt : /

GOOD NEWS FOR LIT STUDENTS,

NXT YEAR, during th march/june period,

we're going LONDON (: th trip's gna last for 10days.

but it costs like ROUGHLY $3000?!

YEAH, crazy! :/

BUT I SO WNA GO ! : D

SAVIE LOOKS HOT WITH A HAIRBAND,

: DDDD

If only I had one wish, I'd want a million trillion lifetimes

that I could spend with you.

Fall in love with you again and again.

/<3

2006-11-02T04:55:00.000-08:00

bet, thanks for your wonderful letter.

thanks for being here for me at this point of time.

i love you too. :D

2006-11-01T06:48:00.000-08:00

Some days I feel broken inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye

mood. :X

just came back from mass,
rushed home to bathe
before going to church, after training,

i've just realised that now,
my life is all abt,
school & netball.

bet's life is BORING.

i wna do something,
SPONTANEOUS,
: D

like hve an escapade,
i dont wish to live my life this way.
my life is so mundane!

since im bored, i shall blog abt training.

today th weather was
>:( @$#&^$!?

it rained just after we ran our 2.4,
which was with timing! :(

& bet only got 12.07min!
SO SLOWWWWWW!

well, on th bright side,
at least, we didnt have to do 3000 skipping ,
PHEW. haha those who came late,
poor things!

th warm up drills were th killer!
oh my gosh, i can cry! SUPER tiring.
stupidddd 4kg ball, so FAT & big.
i'd rather use th gym.
th other were aiight though.
kinda fun actually.

I'VE GOT TWO BLUE BLACKS!
: ((((((((((((((((((((
one's like internal bleeding at my knee,
stupidddd wet floor luh! AH >:/
got it during training :(
th other is from tyanne i think.
but i knw i got it during FUN chinese.
: D

TIME TO SEARCH FOR A NEW BLOGSKIN!

hold me close,
/<3

2006-10-31T09:38:00.000-08:00

im a creep,

once again,
HAPPY HALLOWEEN ALL.
i didnt go trick or treat-ing this year :(
but today was fun.

well, at least my sisters came back with ALOT ALOT of sweets(:
so if i took one or two,
surely, they wouldnt notice.

recently,
there has been this stupidd cat
that would climb to my bedroom window there,
which is on th 2nd floor,
for i dont knw what reason.
i guess i better hide my hamsters in a safe corner.
hahaha, or lock my windows.

milo's not bad actually,
haha. once you get use to it.
& i just realised that drinking milo
is like good for people if they're dieting,
AIIIGHT! : D

everyone!
there's spoiler school tml.
OHMYGWAD,
& thn there's training,
oh fishsticks!
2.4km timing's gna start tml!
stamina oh stamina,
wherefore art thou?
:/ BAAAAHS,
flops.

BEATRICE TAN,
DONT BE SAD OKAY?
YOU'D ALWAYS HAVE ME (:
I LOVE YOU BEAT!
cheer up, aiight?

you're so fucking special, i wish i was special.
/<3

2006-10-30T22:47:00.000-08:00

: D

like im walking on broken glass,

mood, :/

Love doesn't make the world go 'round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

Franklin P. Jones

should i go trick or treat-ing?

Love is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.

Robert A. Heinlein

/<3

2006-10-30T09:28:00.000-08:00

Gemini
Let go of all the efforts you are making
to guide your path so narrowly.

there's none like you,

blogger sucks,
i took 238 years to upload one post!
WTH, blogger hates me i swear.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN ALL,
: D bet's tired.
might not go trick or treat-ing this year.
MAYBE, haha. oh gosh.
but im gna miss out on all the SWEETS!
:/ decisions.

had training,
& training today was DREADFUL.
my gosh, but after training was fun(:
th trackers were there!
& i saw tyanne,
with th blue black, (:
and no more bite marks.
haha, I MISSED YOU TYANNE.
& i saw PATTTY WATTY(:

school's gna start like SOON
& i dont wna still be schooling,
whn everyone else is like ON HOLIDAY!
:'(

i wna change my OLD but NICE blogskin.
but im too lazy to search anymore,
hahaha. anyone wna help me find?

BET'S HUNGRY,
but th kitchen's too far away,
& its dark. :(

broken, inside.
/<3